Story of her life..

[AmyinmeinemHimmel]

It happened again and again. The nights became nightmares.
Almost every day was a fight of surviving. Her mind couldn't handle it anymore.
There was only one way to keep this little girl alive. She, her mind, her soul, however you want to call it shattered into pieces. The longer it lastet on the more she was broken. Not to destroy her.
To keep her alive. To make the nightmare bearable.
To keep many different realyties she could live in. To keep the bond to her father which was important to survive.
To make the world believe that everything was okay. They belived it.
They wanted to belive. No one took care. They all looked away. They didn't want to see it.
Actually it would have been so easy. All she had ever needed was someone who would have taken care of her.
But it was so much easier to live on in their ideal word.
Today she is an adult. At least one part of her.
Sometimes everything seems to be okay. But you can be fooled easily.
You can see her but not the battles she fights inside...

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[SadandFrozen]

Thanx for writing ...

[AmyinmeinemHimmel]

Sometimes you search so hard for words. You look for a way to interpret the language of this heart and the unspoken bond you feel. But in the end you are left with nothing but silence. And deep down you hope it's understood...

[SadandFrozen]

You are not alone.The right hearts understand
how you feel even there is only silence .
Sad

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[BrokenbutAlive]

Hi Sad,

habe Deine Gedichte und Gedanken gelesen ...
traurig was Du schreibst , Du scheinst sehr einsam zu sein ...
Ich wünsche Dir von Herzen , dass auch Du Deinen Himmel finden wirst , Du kannst mir gerne ne PM schreiben wenn Du reden möchtest
Warum hat man Deine Threads geschlossen .?
Komisch ...alles Liebe und Gute für Dich

BBA

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