sweetknuddelteddy
Helferlein
 116
 Wien
W, 15
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Sat, 05.Feb.05, 11:09 Angel of Death |
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I’ve been waiting years.
I’ve been crying so many tears.
I’ve wanted you to show.
But now I ask:
”Shall I go?”
Peace and silence.
That’s what I am looking for.
Are you the one who has the key to this door?
Yes, you are.
I feel and I see.
I didn’t really expect, you would come to get me.
I thought you were busy with the weak and the old,
But now I see the result,
And it’s dangerously cold.
Your eyes are empty, there’s an evil look on your face.
When I reached out for you, it wasn’t because of a serious case.
Nobody’s kidding , who’s waiting for you to close life’s door,
But I didn’t believe in you any more.
Where did you be,
When I jumped out of the train?
I was hurted, but I didn’t complain.
Months later, I tried to poison my soup.
I became member in a “suicid” group.
Now you’re here, but I wonder, why.
For ages you were too shy!
Why did I have to wait so long?
“That doesn’t matter, now I’m strong.
You are too weak to walk alone,
So I’m going to carry you home.”
My eyes are almost closed,
I hear you humming a song I composed.
Your voice is so lovely.
I want to be safe.
You are singing in the same way you behave.
I like you, although you are bad,
Isn’t that strange, Isn’t that sad?
”Sh... Close your eyes and sleep.
The following dreams will never end, ‘cause they are so deep.
You don’t have to mind, what will happen now.
I am going to take care of you, no matter how!”
Here we are.
Dying at last.
Don’t waste a look at present and past.
If you think it’s a pitty I am dead,
You should look inside your head.
You didn’t like me as I were,
And now I’m not going to care.
To understand value of life,
I had to kill me.
That’s not life’s sense,
You maybe see.
So start liking yourself and enjoy what you are.
This is the way, to become a great star.
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